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Wednesday December 12, 2007 (12:42pm) Containment (while watching Futurama on my PC) "The Reason (Brotherhood)" Written by Kyle Rich Spent a hour on the back porch, but it seemed like two. Just wondering what I should do. There's a word for people like you, for who they are. But if I said the word would I go too far? It's been about a week now, since we last met. A time frame only time forgets. But these things inside, that cross my mind... If I went too far would you understand, the reason? Oh... The reason. If I went too far would you understand, could you understand that... What do you think about me? What does it mean to you? What would you say if I said right now I believed in you? If you don't think about me, then what am I suppose to do? You'll never see what I want you to. But would you try if I needed you... To find, a reason? There's so many words that I know that I can't use. It's a simple kind of a mental abuse. And I know you'd understand me, if you saw with my eyes. Like when Sunday comes and you go bed and you feel like crying. It's a different kind of sorrow when you're not yourself. When your home turns into a private hell. It's a one routine. It's a breath of nicotine. It's a one more chance to forget the past and to dream about anyone. Anyone... Yeah, anyone. I could sit right down now, forget the past, and I could dream about anyone. But what do YOU think about me? And what does it mean to YOU? What would you say if I said right now that I always needed you? If you don't think about me, then what am I suppose to do!? You'll never see what I want you to. But would you try if I needed you... ...To find a reason to? I spent a hour on the back porch, but it seemed like two. Just wondering what I should do. But these things inside, that cross my mind... If I went too far would you understand... ...The reason? Written at 12706 SE 110th Ct. in Clackamas, OR October 1, 2000 1:10pm
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