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Sunday February 4, 2007 (12:46pm) Underneath This Smile Sometimes it seems like the only thing I do on my blog is try to be funny. It's like I'm trying so hard to be silly or stupid or off-the-wall weird that I don't take the time to express my true feelings that have been building up and stewing on the inside. And sometimes it's easier to let other people help you express these feelings with time-tested words of wisdom than it is to stumble over your own words that somehow always seem to fall a bit short. This is one of those times. "It's 4:30am on a Tuesday. It doesn't get much worse than this." -Counting Crows (Perfect Blue Buildings) "How easy to think of all of this as bittersweet me." -R.E.M. (Bittersweet Me) "How long do I have to climb up on the side of this mountain of mine?" -Coldplay (Speed Of Sound) "Will I wake up? Some dream I made up? No, I guess it's reality..." -Sponge (Plowed) "...It just gets hard to believe, That God sent this angel to watch over me. Cause my angel, she don't recieve my calls. Says I'm too 'dumb' to fuck, I'm too 'dumb' to fight, I'm too 'dumb' to save... Well, maybe I don't need no angel, at all. -Counting Crows (Miami) "And all I can do is read a book to stay awake. And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape." -Blind Melon (No Rain) "All the advantage this life's got on me. Picture a coffin in the middle of the sea..." -Pearl Jam (I Got Shit) "New York streets seem to make it worse... ...All this noise inside the quiet." -Pearl Jam (Other Side) "Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way." -Pink Floyd (Time) "I wonder 'bout his insides? It's like his thoughts are too big for his size. He's been taken... Where? I don't know! Off he goes with his perfectly unkept hope. There he goes..." -Pearl Jam (Off He Goes) "Smoke it... Drink... Here comes the flood. Anything to thin the blood. These corrosives do their magic slowly, and sweet." -R.E.M. (E Bow The Letter) "Full bottle in front of me. Time to roll up my sleeves, and get to work. And after many glasses of work, I get paid... ...In the brain. -They Might Be Giants (Your Worst Enemy) "One more medicated, peaceful moment... One more medicated, peaceful moment..." -A Perfect Circle (Orestes) "You're a pill to ease the pain of all the stupid things I do." -Counting Crows (If I Could Give All My Love To You -or- Richard Manuel Is Dead) "So go fetch a bottle of rum, dear friends, And fill up my glass to the rim. For I'm not the man I use to be. Now, I'm one of them..." -Ween (She Wanted To Leave) "I guess it's one of those deja vu things, Or a dream that's trying to tell me something. But will I ever stop thinking about it? I don't know... I doubt it." -PM Dawn (Set Adrift On Memory Bliss) "Cause it's the rich ones who really make it. Cause it's the rich ones who have the guts to take it. They feel fine. They feel fine." -Bran Van 3000 (Problems) "Were the things I really cared about just left along the way, For being too pent up and proud?" -Ben Folds Five (Evaporated) "Everybody needs a place to rest. Everybody wants to have a home. Don't make no difference what nobody says, Ain't nobody like to be alone." -Bruce Springsteen (Hungry Heart) And he who forgets will be destined to remember. -Pearl Jam (Nothingman) "I wanna be the light that burns out your eyes. Cause I know there's little things about me That would sing in the silence of so much rejection In every connection I make." -Counting Crows (Catapult) "Waiting here for you. Wanting to tell you, How I find myself slowly disappearing, too. Just the way you do. I thought if I told you, You might wanna help me to remain, With you." -Counting Crows (High Life) "Can you see her waiting there? Can you see her? Cause I'm almost there. Can you see her, waiting there for someone, like me?" -Counting Crows (All My Friends) "And all this time, the bottom line Is you don't know how much I feel. You say you see... But I don't agree! You don't know, You don't how I feel." -Counting Crows (Speedway) "Am I alive, or thoughts that drift away? Does summer come for everyone? Can humans do what prophets say? And if I die before I learn to speak, Will money pay for all the days I lived awake but half asleep?" -Primitive Radio Gods (Standing Outside A Broken Pay Phone With Money In My Hand) "Nightswimming deserves a quite night. I'm not sure all these people understand. It's not like years ago... The fear of getting caught, of recklessness and water. They cannot see me naked! These things they go away, replaced by everyday." -R.E.M. (Nightswimming) "I know I can't be late. Supper's waiting on the table. Tomorrow's just an excuse away. So I pull my collar up and face the cold... on my own." -Smashing Pumpkins (Thirty-Three) "And I'm there... Looking up at the sky. And I'm scared... Thinkin' 'bout the way that I, I don't understand, anything at all... And how it overtakes me... And I am just so small... Do I stand a chance??" -The Flaming Lips (It Overtakes Me) Kyle
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